I’m in the last dorm I’ll stay in at this school. It’s wonderful to be back on campus but it’s hard to accept this is my last semester. A friend of mine helped me move in, we agreed we’d see each other soon but I have no idea when that will realistically be.
I’m tired but online, Pandora and junk about random things are opened tabs.
It’s nice to breathe freely in my own space again but I got used to my roommate and the very liberal interns. In our closing session we all had to share what we see in the rest of the group, it was followed by a blessing.
The clergy member gave us a momento and griped our hand as she prayed. The sucky thing is of course I find her incredibly beautiful, even though others think she’s ” too big.” She’s insane looking so I tried to simply listen to what she had to say but her piercing that’s normally not something attractive on others seemed to compliment her features more than I would prefer.
We received other parting gifts, including a card. I didn’t open mine, assuming it was super generic but it was signed by a few folks who led us with our various campaigns. One man said he thinks I’m a very loving man, I shouldn’t ever lose that. And the Jew out of the bunch said this is lehitra’ot not goodbye. Ok, so I’m going to sit here and not miss them
One of the interns seen my sharps box as I was leaving and freaked out, asking 10000 questions and I didn’t know what to say so I said it’s something to do with my diet and eating habits. I felt terrible but I didn’t know what the hell to say…
But yes, I’m in my dorm now. I have yet to unpack, tomorrow I might go to the market and do so then. “Jessica,” the Christian girl won’t be joining me at the event we had planned. I was so afraid she heard about “things” but we’re texting, she said a family event came up, so I believe her.
It’s nice to have things be as simple as they are said. I still miss Jan and wish things could have been different. At least a few times/day I want to message her to wish her a good afternoon or let her know she’s on my mind.